Alison
Jauss
Roots
I.
I have seen what a tree does
in the distance,
furred thing
creeping
up the hillside.
Even in winter its crawling
life goes on. It drags
its wounded leg.
Some trees hunch. Some stand
rigid & pruned, listening
keenly against the wind.
Some trees split open, & fall—
an outcry.
The
earth churns below.
II.
When I go walking I pass a tree forked
& huge with age. I touch
its grooves—wet with sap or kept
rain. It takes a deep
breath out of me to remember
the dark whorled roots buried below.
Eely & cool
under my house, the hunting
roots & worms.
They must make a sound.
I won't say the dead hear it,
though it moves through them.
III.
If I put my face to the ground,
would I hear it?
Would I know how far down
the tree streams—
a deep river, its low
music? I am certain
it throbs, like a cello.
The part I can see
is the thrusting up
into light. Not how it first came,
not how it worked
or still works—the long slow
burst.
Not the turning tunnel
of entrails below.
I want to know
how far it has to go
in the winding dark.
How far it must go on & on
in longing.
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