Andrea Hollander Budy
Eighty-year-old Woman Gives Birth to Twins
Subblano, Italy
My husband died last year
in his sleep, my sister
the year before. This life is made
to atone, my mother used to say,
then crossed herself. I thought
I had. I thought my father's hands
had smoothed the rough-edged stone
of my sex to a gem before
I ever married. This
is a gift, he told me.
I never gave it away.
I never told
even my husband, especially
my husband.
I thought this womb
held only my grief
and other people's
joy. These two beauties
I will hold
to my empty breasts.
And I will pray, as my mother
showed me. I will kneel
at the altar. Hail, Mary,
full of grace, I will say.
Is this a miracle?
I don't know the answer.
I have always believed
Mary is our sister.
This is a gift, she was told.
But what did Joseph say?
And did he beat her?
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(Hether Burks) |